Confession: I dislike beautiful women who are smart and have things in common with anyone I'm dating.
My reasoning: I feel inferior to other women in all honesty. Growing up I was called ugly, and I sat there and watched all the pretty girls snag all the guys I liked away. They take my crushes, they take my friends.
Furthermore, I'd consider myself a little uptight, a little dull. Other women just seem more----exciting.
I know I am not some superior specimen, and therefore I need reminded of my place in your life. How you feel about me. I don't want to be cut from the loop.
I suppose this is why I hate long distance relationships. I cannot give women I don't know the benefit of doubt. I don't know them.
I am a very jealous girlfriend. Everything in my life has slowly or swiftly been taken from me. I am possessive of the things I have---for if I'm not, I'm afraid someone will come along and snatch it away.
I feel so juvenile.
“God loved the birds and invented trees. Man loved the birds and invented cages.” ~Jacques Deval
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